the first month i came in.. i sat facing the wall w not a soul around me.

the second month someone left.. i oso sat facing the wall.. but w my boss beside me.

in the coming third month (this friday!) i;ll tranferred to another team. my seat will be facing the wall as well. this time my boss is opposite me.

o_0

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ga hou yuet yuen and warhammer are both bery nice..

^ ^

seriously.. if not for google translate.. i think i wont survive here.

Try to remember..

Try to remember the kind of September
when life was slow and oh, so mellow.
Try to remember the kind of September
when grass was green and grain was yellow.
Try to remember the kind of September
when you were a tender and callow fellow,
Try to remember and if you remember the follow.

Try to remember when life was so tender
that no one wept except the willow.
Try to remember when life was so tender that
dreams were kept beside your pillow.
Try to remember when life was so tender that
love was an ember about to billow.
Try to remember and if you remember then follow.

Deep in December it’s nice to remember
altho you know the snow will follow.
Deep in December it’s nice to remember
without the hurt the heart is hollow.
Deep in December it’s nice to remember
the fire of September that made us mellow.
Deep in December our hearts should remember and follow.

ahhh… feels like christmas again..

^ ^

i have too much time to spare… and it;s so friggin cold here.

there’s really nothing much one can do in office when ur internet is crawling so effing slow.. games and messengers blocked.. and yes i have no work assigned to me since the last last monday.

so i tried passing time watching movies found in some shared folders. hallelujah for networks!

drillbit taylor. comedy. so so.
kung fu panda. awesomeness! i don think i;ll get tired of watching this.
meet dave. interestingly amusing.
superhero. super stoopid.
the happening. definately not for the weaklings.

my eyes are gonna pop out any moment.

oh and im a real boi now. note to self. never ever ever go for juniors.

hooray.. time to go home!!

finally.. after all that ricketty racketty rack.. there;s silence.. and relieve.

that pesky lil girl has really done it this time. was it out of sheer piece of fun? did she know that my brother could access thru the connecting toilet? did she not know she has been taught a lesson because of it? or was it funny to see my brother boil?

picture this. after a long tiring day.. u reached home.. go to ur room.. take a nice hot shower.. and just unwind.  all was in a day’s routine and everything is under control. well.. one fine day.. dear brother came home fr work.. visualizing the hot shower as he reached upon his room door handle (or knob).. access to relaxation.. then.. *click* hmmm? *click clack click click* it;s locked! his room was locked fr the inside!

normally he could easily access thru the connected toilet. but not today.. as my i-was-in-a-rush bro forgets to unlock my side of the toilet door.

it was 3 in the morning. when dear infuriated brother started bashing and banging.. twisting and pulling the handle.. wishing it would unlock any moment. yup. 3.30am. everyone;s awake. any moment now. 3.45am. almost. 4am. he broke free! i mean he forcefully broke the handle and he;s free to roam ard his room now! never understand how the lock works.. but hooray..!!

now i cant sleep.

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door  (dôr, dr)

noun.
1.
a. A movable structure used to close off an entrance, typically consisting of a panel that swings on hinges or that slides or rotates.
b. A similar part on a piece of furniture or a vehicle.
2. A doorway.
3. The room or building to which a door belongs: They live three doors down the hall.
4. A means of approach or access: looking for the door to success.

we were all discussing abt it.. even before converting.. and i was the first to act upon it.

kelvin: r u leaving…??
me: do u want me to leave??
after a few days..
me: yes im leaving.
kelvin: why…….?? don go la.
the next day..
kelvin: can i have ur optical mouse??
me: o_O

nig: yy.. no….!!!! why u leave me alone…..??

ylc: sui yeh ah.. din tell me!

sjn: is it true..??
me: yes it is…
sjn: i saw the support roster..
me: mmm..

cwu: wey… lei teng pou ar??
me: hai lor…
cwu: kam fai geh.
me: mmm fai lor.

every now and then.. boss still asks me..
him: staying?
me: no!

eventhou im not as smart as cni.. not as experienced as lcf.. not as smart as alex.. i believe i can and i will survive.. one way or another.

all that running ard. hr. boss. supervisor. work. questions. letters. emails. jealousy. sadness. excitement. *pening*

boss assigned them to take over my task. my job is to ensure that the transition is smooth and thorough.. but she;s giving me a hard time. i need to get this done but she’s delaying it. i don wanna lose a friend.. but she;s driving me crazy. *arghh*

seriously,.. we are lack of resources. we are lack of ppl with the right skills and knowledge. those ppl has already left. how are we supposed to guide the freshies when we don even know wut;s going on? haih…

looking fwd to 4th of august.. hopefully the grass is greener on the other side.